My 18 month old drives me nuts. DH is military and gone most of the time and Im at my full on wits end. I love the monkey but man he can push my buttons some days. God grant me patience.

I really need to tighten my tummy. I had sex with DH and I could totally feel my post-baby belly flapping in the wind. Yuck! I couldn't feel more unattractive right now. Today crunches....Tomorrow the world!

I think of suicide often. I'm almost 40, I have two beautiful children (6 and 20 mos) and a husband who adores me. But the mid-life crisis has hit and everything just seems wrong. If I didn't have kids I think I would have checked out long ago.

I am so excited for my tax return. It's the one time out of the year I can be happy my husband left us. When it comes to tax season being a single mom of four kids really pays off Whooo hooo!!!!

My husband is a doof. He decided to start replacing the bathroom door at 11 pm. He has to get up at 5:30 am. He'll never finish tonight AND I just heard him mutter something about "needing a 1/2 inch on each side". From what I gather, the new door is too damn wide. When I asked him how he was going to fix it he said "I haven't thought that far ahead". Brilliant. Tear it up and then plan.

I wonder how many days we'll be without a door?

I'm scared to put my baby... ok not so much baby shes 3, into daycare. I have to work just so that we have extra to pay bills on time instead of juggling around and making payments a day late. I havent worked since I got pregnant. WISH ME LUCK!

Everyone (my DH, my family/friends, the in-laws, the doctor) is CONSTANTLY pressuring me to breastfeed, and implying that I am a mom if I don't. They won't listen when I say I don't have enough milk. I have been secretly giving my son solid food and formula when I am home alone with him because I just can't deal with this anymore, and I am sick of the judgment and guilt-tripping, especially from my DH, who keeps going on about how the baby has to be breastfed, even though he is not the one with breasts.

i spend way to much money on fast food, i think i just found my new years resolution, better late than never, right?

bonus: not only will I lose weight from giving up fattening fast food, but I'll save money, maybe enough to reward myself.

oh boy, i'm excited. seriously :)

I took out a loan to pay for my kids' college tuition. I didn't make them take it out. I'll pay it back just fine.

I'm not going to let them out into the adult world already burdened with debt. I'd rather suffer a little more myself. For them it's stressful enough just doing the work to graduate. (If I don't see A's and B's I threatened to take them back home, and I will.)

They'll have enough strife after graduation. I consider this the transitional phase. (Hey, I'm paying for *school*. Not the parties, not the shopping, not the fun. That's on them. :) )

People who said I'd change my mind when I gave birth and held my baby that I'd fall in love with it, were wrong.

I gave birth. I held the baby. I felt nothing. I took it home. I cared for it for three years. I still feel nothing.

It's my kid. It came out of my womb. I kind of like them. But I don't love them. And I'd probably be happier without the added stress they bring.

Yes. I do wish I had that abortion and not listened to them.